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By HellChildDami ©



I used to think that you didn’t care

I used to think that you didn’t have feelings

You seemed to cold and distant like

I never thought that what I did ever mattered



So I did what I thought would get me your attention

Never caring what the consequences were

In my mind it was attention from you, good or bad

I realize now after having my own child

That I too will go through some of the same things

I think of what she will be like as she is growing

And I realize you have shown me how to be a mother

Because of all you have done



I realize that you did care

You were a father who gave his time to sit in a hospital

To hold my hand while I was scared

I realize that you do have feelings

I saw tears come to your eyes, but only four times in my life

And I know what a strong and proud man that you are

I realize now that you weren’t clod or distant

A father who has always been there, all I needed to do was ask

You were there with a warm heart to listen, if only I had asked

I built a wall all on my own not letting you in

I am just glad that I came to me sense before it was to late

I guess in way I thank my only child for that

And that really the only person to thank is you



The best time in my life that came from you

When you told everyone with a smile on your face

“Yes, that’s my daughter, she wrote those words, maybe on day she will be a writer.”

They were just words in a poem written from my heart, as this is to

I may never truly make my fame or fortune in writing these words to you



I thank you for showing me that it is possible

I thank you for showing me you cared

I thank you for having feelings

I thank you for being right there

I thank you for showing me I matter

I thank you for letting me do wrong

I thank you for allowing me to learn from my mistakes

I thank you for all you have given me, while never asking questions

I thank you for loving me in a way I learned of my abilities

I thank you for so many different reasons, that I could go on and on

But most of all, I thank you for being my father